okay 1stly.. i wanna talk abt is that my windows live messenger doesn't seem to like me at all.. till now i can't log into that using my blitzark@hotmail.com account. so pls people. add me at rell_cai@live.com.sg with my deepest thanks. =)

ok.

back to actual things to talk abt..

this few days was passing by so sudden that i din actually noticed.. >.<
and then was suddenly to my dear girl's birthday already.. 21st already ahz.. hahas.. happy bdae!!! im yours always! haha.. with a present for a birthday of cuz =)

hope these days and the others to come would be of cuz gd and getting better for both of us together. =)

and the cake is really beautiful.. it suits my dear dear.. its sweet and pretty.. just like you! =)
today went out for dinner at sun with moon.. okay its a gd place to dine at but the pricing rather ex.. >.< its a real gd deal to ever try the food there.. especially the ala cart items in the menu. just 2 items i list out, the spicy cream scallop and the okonomiyaki is able to both of us filled with limitless saliva flowing out lols.. =x

hmmm.. and abt my moods.. still.. its swings.. but im telling myself to try hard and nt feel bad and think of other things.. its working.. but i still need time.. it doesn't seem to just go off just at a blink of an eye.. >.< hope tonight i can slp well.. the nap i had in the afternoon and last night's slp wasn't that good.. maybe tonight i shall need to take the slping pill already.. hmm.. hoping nt to take it just yet..

hope u like the present i gave u ah dear dear.. and hope my illness(moods) din really affect how you are feeling.. im trying hard to get better.. really.. but somehow some way i can still think of camp and get afraid and tensed up and just thinking abt the next appointment is at may 7th.. that's which is rather long way to go.. i still have to wait.. i feel.. rather bad.. especially on the night afterwards.. ahh.. help ahh =( hope tmr the doc can help me about it.. =(
i love you deep deep many many =x and your smile always fill me with the deepest happiness within my heart.. ( its TOO~ GOOD!~ haha!! )

tmr shall have another appt le.. rather anxious about it.. duno what and how to react.. ahhh >.< help ahhh.. seriously thinking and trying to control my mood...

i will strive hard to get a gd bdae the years to come.. the nxt celebration to think of is our 1st yr anniversary of us together!! thou its still have like 4 more months to go. but we still have to make it a gd one! =)

♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 12:16 AM