today.. i managed to watch finish the show called xian jian qi xia zuan, and then it let me understand a lot of things in our life that we muz rmb well and treasured....
but, today.. i oso got to b pang seh by my frens.. hais.. this feeling.. sux.. althou i am alrdi almost immuned by it cuz of the tremendous amouts of time being neglected and left out, but i still dislike this feeling.. it brings me more pain.. and no pleasure.. i find that.. my life.. is averaged.. but to live this life.. is hard.. cuz.. parents dun reali understand me, not a single fren who wud kno me deeply, nor do i haf someone to love or support me... my life.. at every single point of time.. to me is a torture... i live to realise my dream.. althou i dun haf one.. and im searching for it.. but still.... during de time till i reach my goal.... de road.. is filled wif spikes and salt.. everystep i take.. is pain... and more pain...

♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 5:17 PM