hmmm.. im finding days hard to pass by.. 1 yr since army. its been tough for me. mentally..

wanted to chiong to do well and be physically fit. became unfit and mentally too..

and then i start to lose my path in what i want for the future.

but hmm... being with gf and staying at home are like the 2 things i can do well..

but i've come to notice this problem is getting to worsen.. which is if i have to say or convey a msg.. it aint goin anywhere.. which i mean like if i am trying to share a joke. its not coming out as anything funny.. it just simply goes into too theoretical which im like trying to explain what i am trying to mean or if i am trying to explain a use of something i become turning a big round trying to show how to do it but in the end it makes things worse.. =s

forget about it. if i can for when i am at home bah..

i just wanna relax. and wait for the trip to come le.

taiwan im coming~

♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 9:58 PM