firstly i must apologise to christina. sorry about ytd ur bdae party. i can't turn up. i took the medicine and wasn't feeling well and i didn't know that my phone can't cannot connect to the service.. i can't dial up phone calls and neither can i sms out.. sorry about this seriously.

next is that i have been worried about my camp life. omg... i duno why i am feeling this way.. my pc which is a warrant is giving me fear.. a sort of fear that is making me unable to feel natural at all... the sort of unable to do anything well de feeling.. its pressurising me.. i don't know who to go to.. goin to the doctor ? at this moment?? i have no idea at all..

telling my dear girl can only help me calm myself down for a while or even at no use at times..
its only disappointing my girl which oso hurts my heart to see her sad and even know that she is sad and i can only do NOTHING AT ALL..

haiz... i need to get out of that place seriously.. that sir is driving me crazy.. as well as working as a technician.. i din know working there will be this kinda dirty.. i don't know why i dislike or rather. i hate this kind of environment.. it makes me feel distorted and uneasy.. the feeling sucks big time seriously.

lets hope this few day will be able to make me feel better le..

♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 10:37 AM