spent my new year with dear dear. at clark quey in the end.. okay.. sat on an area which was so crapped that both me and my dear gets to see just mere portion/fraction of the fireworks. and jerry commented. "at least u heard the fireworks blowing off..." omg. thanks for that.. lols.. >.<

but then.. a new yr with dear dear is something that happened and better than anything i could ask for isn't it? hahas.. * everyday seems like a holiday when im being with my dear happily as i could feel her beside me and she loves my accompany =)*

new yr resolutions to be made. =)

i've came up with some some time back... hehes..

hmmm.. i came up with such a thought.. that i read much about from the book i've been reading on.

everything humans does is cuz of 2 factors. what we do. for pleasure, and pain..

its because we love the pleasure of spending $$ that is the force that push us to work. but we then we fear the pain of having insufficient $$ that we work too.. when both of them comes together. it makes us go to work. right? =)

so. i need to find out the pleasure and pain that makes me seriously push myself hard enough that i will do things more seriously and nt acting as lazy as i am. anyone. help me pls? =)

and.. hmmm.. another thing.. i need to be making myself more useful to people. so that they will need me more often. that itself makes it a value. that people will cherish me more than they already are.. that not only includes to my dear. but to my friends too.. so that in return. i could then ask for things or help when i seriously need... from those that can supply me my needs =)

hmmm.. in deep thought now =)

gdnites soon~

♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 10:46 PM