hmmm..

been days since i've last blogged..

ok.. i hate being to have only 400bucks a month..

it feels really really retarded..

today i felt a lot more pain that i nv felt anything ytd..

something is not right bahz.. =x

i'll start from wednesday..

i took mc for my tonsils actually feel unwell and its somewhat swollen, that's why i am having lots of phlegm + mucus.. they asked if i am feeling nausiatic.. ok im feeling some of it now.. time for me to take that medication liaoz..

i've been very nice taking a lot of medication everyday lor..
=(

i dun like being unwell/sick..

hmm.. ok thurs.. another boring day.. pass by boring-ly..

missing dear lots.. and dear missing me madly.. i can feel it too.. >.>

hahax.. i think dear start to think that if there's a comparison, in who loves each other more.. i think dear will think she loves me more liao.. like what i said from the start =X

then today.. hmmm.. was resting all the while till my mother went out and i had to help out a little bit with my nephew

he started to shit lah.. come in play wires lah.. climb here and there bringing out all the things in the cupboard lah.. and sort... very curious kid..

>.<

den dear dear emo-ed..

sad lor.. i nv mean to not reply dear de.. ahhh =(

felt very sad.. hmmm..
tears somewhat came out when she said she don't what to hear my voice..

den finally met up with dear dear.. finally get to see her smiling le.. "finally" =s

ok den went out with her.. had too much eating.. my breathing starts to hurt.. think my chest area is congested with unknown things.. >.<

apparently my rib cage is trying hard to give way to the expanding chest?? hmm..

here i am wondering too.. but luckily.. one and half hours later the discomfort went off.. den i believe i'll be able to recover de.. i believe in the specialist im gonna see on this coming monday!!

hmmm.. how am i able to start earning more $$.. with the amt of things i alrdi have.. hmm..

what do i REALLY HAVE!! thats the main qns =)

hmmm i need to think what i have as an asset and what do i NOT have and WHAT i NEED.. =X

dear ahz.. dun say u dun wanna see me or talk to me or anything.. i'll feel really.. very sad de... >.<

im a sensitive boy u know de.. haiz.. >.<

i know dear is sensitive too.. i'll try to remind myself nt to say anything hurtful or offensive de..
I'll TRY!! >.<

i love ur smile.. keep it there!! >.<

♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 12:07 AM