been bz this few days..

either bz stoning.. or bz goin out.. or bz talkin to my dear girl..

hmmm..

time has passed by so soon..

been around 3 mnths since entering army..

and being around tt amt of time since i got myself into a r/s

should be asking myself and ppl of being inside r/s

this are things i often ask myself.. but sometimes i forgotten this too..

whats the reasons of u doing things for others??
eh. i dun do anything for anybody. oni for people i think worthed helping out..
whats the 1st reason why u told urself u love that person??
cuz i really do. and there's lots of reason to it.. but the most of all. its love, its unexplainable..cuz for what i love abt that person is. it is she who perfects me. without her.. im empty.
whats the reason by the end of the day u wish to see or get as a result of being with that person you love??
is to be able to be together be it understanding each other by any kinds of means like bickering and misunderstanding, as long as we are willing to accept how and what we are.. and to love what and who they are.. and to be able to embrace everything abt what they are and what they are nt.. that'll be the main thing of my life being in r/s =)

and dear.. i don't want anything to happen between us.. with everything that has gone so far..
anything you have in mind and nt telling to me.. im sure there's a reason.. but.. if its goin to painful to keep it to urself.. its always reasonable to share it out with me.. cuz.. if u are nt gonna tell me.. im just going towards to a level called.. a stranger..
cuz it will be like, every time a thing is kept from me.. will raise me a lvl to become a stranger.. and if it gets too much.. i'll be a total stranger by then.. better keep me near.. by telling me more abt u.. cuz this is me.. unless dear dear dun wish to accept me.. for this is who i am.. =)

hmmm.. the ending of the yr is coming.. i shall ask myself more qns by then.. which is.. what of me is different from the me of the previous yr.. cuz.. i only allow myself to improve and nt remain stagnant.. its life to improve. nt to decay only.. haha!~ =x

ok blog again nxt time.. =x

♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 9:57 PM