had myself out of training for quite a number of days,
missing the time i had fun together with my bunk mates and the whole platoon..

a crap song i/c as well as a platoon ic i had with the time i had inside this funny platoon with funny mates of all sorts..

people says that after someone enters into army their character changes. perhaps mine grown weaker looking at myself and my body weakening gradually..

the pain nv ended everyday.
had one day that i woke up in the middle of the night nt long ago due to a sudden sharp pain on the chest again liao. =(

and im missing my girl so much cuz she nv get to rest well due to her sudden asthma attack after getting in the rain.. make me worry so much.

why must we be so unhealthy at the same time. and my body is nt turning wel.. my stomach dun seem to working properly at the same time too.. wonder is my upper body getting problems or wad. =x

had been singing a lot lately in the bunk.. missing the times i get to sing a lot at home/ lws singing lessons.

needs a lot of chances to go back lwssom to sing!!

i want my time to enjoy/work to earn $$

dear. im gonna get something for u. hahas. im sure u know it too. and i kno dear will wanna know what kind of thing u will get from me too right? but i nid some time hahas. lately i no time to go out alone to shop ya. =X but i'll still want my time together with u too..


hmmm.. im missing u lots in the army. now got hp ler. can hear ur voice. at least wun cry. heart wun pain so much.

and hmm.. i know u said all guys might be like tt.. normally expecting others to do it and not expecting self to do something. hmm.. its a tendacy to expect from others and forget that they are nt the exclusive people. humans make errors. let them know and gradually change along the way one. =)

hmmm.. and hahas.. dear. =)
stay healthy. i know i am suppose to stay healthy too.. i'll rest up and make my body grow stronger gradually.. at least something i will wanna make it come true. i wan my 7 yrs latr de !!! >.<

im anticipating the day i get to share my warmth with u de moment i wake up with my eyes on u and my shoulder by urs on the side too! hehe. and.. thanks for the time u spent with me. i know it is very super trouble for u.... and im nt really happy abt it and is somewhat bothered too.. haiz. im weak.. but i'll recover... den that time u got no reason to nt allow me send u home ler.. dear i love u lots ahhhh.. army is wasting my time (this conclusion nv stopped). =x!

♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 9:23 PM