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knowing yourself. what a cool topic. ok. i don't know myself yet. cuz i dun think my character's shape and attitude is fully out yet. cuz i dun know myself. i behave differently with different people.. =(

hmm.. i know myself quite a little. im indecisive. okay.. i know that's weird for a libra but i do haf that trait once in a while.. >.<

and hmm.. for my dreams. i dun like to chase after dreams when i dun even haf the process build up to a 100%

but i do have a dream now. to be spending the rest of my life with her.. =)
providing myself and her a fulfilling and full of happiness de family!!!! =3

hmmm..
i wonder do i have the chance to keep on singing for my whole life down as i will pursue overseas studies definitely. i'll rather spend time with her while working thou too.. =x

i'll definitely wanna be with her more.. im a stubborn man! >.<

as for today.. hmm..

ok rather tiring. morning woke up super early today too..

went to get mooncakes and bring over to dear hse for her parents!! =) hope they like it

amd went to have fish and chip at her hse area.. hmm.. nt bad.. the fish rather fresh~ =x but the coleslaw. hahas. tasted like kfc one. i dun really have a fetish for it.

den went movie.. hahas.. talkin abt living together.. hmm.. i reflected on me and her.. i'll wanna be with her of cuz.. to ask a qns. are we gonna endure problems together ?? hmm. till now. we haven faced any sort of problems..
maybe my own stupid problems that aren't meant to be problems at all..
and hmmm.. i believe i can handle a lot of things.. at least for her sake.. i'll try double the effort too..

then i noticed that dear wasn't feeling well and once again. she nv tell me.. =(

dear nt honouring her words.. =( nt happy.. =(

i'll wan my dear to be feeling gd at all times!! >.<

den went to met up with ker wee and sh. while ker wee had his bdae present taken.. cufflings.. okay very presentable =)
but there's something i wanted to say.. which is i think there's a lot of tailored shirt now days got 2 cufflings on each side of the sleeve de =x

hmm.. and went for pool. ok im rusty liao.. hahas!
somehow played better and better each round. shud be more confident de! =x
hmm.. dear is forgetful but once in a while she shows serious efforts too.. hahas.. i think having fun is still the most important part..

dear said i bully her.. >.<
hope she dun mind my playful attitude..
cuz after all.. i din want her to feel like stress and burden from the teachings of my words..
im too straight forward when teaching things all the while.. even with people i love too.. >.<

but im sure its a memory that dear will nv forget! =)

and nicole teacher from lws has passed away from this world.
ok. i dun think i kno who that is.
i think she still deserves at least a mourn from me. for im a student from lws and i heard she's played an important part to lives of many who have been studying there..

* a short story from anime *
every soul has a love in them
each person they know, makes them learn to love for each other..
but once they pass on and leaves the world, their love don't just go away with them.
its something that will be spread towards those who has been left in the world, like a memory.
its something that only life that can be leaving behind.
that's what makes those still living to live on with a reason.
to carry on the love to be able to love more of the others.

to love and cherish what u can do and nt regret after u nv do something..
i'd rather regret that i've loved someone than regretting that i've failed to love that someone who had alrdi passed on...

hahas.. a bit thick today.. >.< ok lets leave at this..

i'll be missing her madly..
i love her smile.
her cheeks! >.<
her hugs.
her kisses..
all the time she's nt beside me..
i know i'll be feelign miserable..
i'll get on over it.
so that i can get more of them in the future!! >.<
at least. thats something only i can do. and i can be holding on to..

♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 12:14 AM