Wednesday, July 30, 2008

ouch

somewhat she said im too good for her and said she is lucky.. but im lucky too.. to have found someone i truly like deep heart inside me..
hmm.. today.. i had a shock of a life in how i could feel till this day..
somehow.. she said things i shud know..
and.. i think i responded.. at 1st.. its.. painful.. angry.. sad.. confused..
i wanna be there for her..
i didn't kno how to talk.. and she appeared to be strong.. to be a heart of stone to me..
somewhat i felt scared.. worried.. painful as well... okay.. this pain hasn't appeared since a long long time ago..
then.. i thought.. there's many people who nv even manage to find someone they truly love..
to love someone, isn't it about being faithful, truthful, to both oneself and to the partner?
i like her.. for what she is, and NOT what she is not..
in this life.. i believe.. everything is meant to be the way they are.
from the 1st time we met unexpectedly..
the way we speaked for 1st time unexpectedly.. who would think.. i will wanna come to this lwssom to study singing?
who would thought u will get to be here to work and get to know someone like me ?
isn't it turning out the way we chose our lives and we met each other that way?
hope u understand that bah.. its nt just coincidence.. its our choice of lives that make us this way right now..
just to say, i will still love u. for what u are. and i will nt stop loving u, cuz of what u are NOT.

♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 1:07 AM