okay.. had a chat with sh just now and i felt tt i shud put it up.. hahas.. i think.. anger is a man's worse emotion.. i think i might have mistaken a lot of things abt tt guy.. i suppose i see things from the wrong view..

yeah sh, i think u are right.. mayb he does love her once.. and i suppose he forget that the responsibilities and promises comes together.. and giving her the lost faith and feelings.. and making her sad all the while.. cuz maybe.. he took her for granted after some time? thou that might be just a guess and a random thought.. i need to be more fair too all people of all sorts rite?who am i to judge people? im no saint nor anyone special.. hahas.. im doing a big reflection here right now.. interesting.. >.<

im beginning to find that 傻瓜 is a word i find meaningful.. cuz i might have been one too.. but definitely.. im nt as hurt as her and there might be others out there who have been worse..

after thinking twice, im looking at others downfall, im suppose to learn from other's past and nt make the same mistakes too.. hahas.. thou i am someone who will nt wanna make mistake and worry too much abt problems.. i will too learn from many others!

definitely.. i will learn to improve by comparing the me today.. and the me in the weeks to come..sorry i haben slp at this hour(to u sorry ahh.. ).. bz practising songs and chatting just now, and i was thinking abt how can i improve for i am a bf to be mah hor.. =D

kk time to take my rest!! nitez all.

♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 1:58 AM