today i somehow did a mistake and i was confronted against it cuz of her. once again i did something that hurt people unknowingly. it sux. okay. but i seriously dun mean to hurt ppl that i care for.

and i tried to face it the fact i shall nt sing outside in the public anymore nor am i supposed to give much comments unless people need me to sae something.

i wanna be a better person so that someday she'll see that gd point in me bah..

i wanna do many things.. not only those impt to me. and also those that are impt to people around me..

haiz. i dun like to do things stupidly. and always ask for perfection yet i seek..

i feel that i can't say anything that much about liking her at all liao.. haiz.. anymore i say will make things worse oni. >.<

haiz. i still think of her stupidly. why why why..

i got myself a part time work liao. gonna b more bz liao.. haiz. can't stop thinking of her.

thinking of learning how to drink alcohol liao. lol. =/

nitez. im goin off liao..

a red sky before me as i raise my head. tml shall b another sunny day!

♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 1:30 AM