Wednesday, March 30, 2005

Pain and pain and again..

i nvr online for few days.. i simply felt cold and loneliness... i kept thinking of her for many days.. it juz nvr ended the misery of mi without mi gf.... i miss her more and more.. the feeling of body aching.. is coming back again.. this is the 2nd time i m feeling this.. joints of my body hurts too.. haiZ.. i reali wonder... did anione other than mi felt that b4? and... i got a dream.. wif her.. she asked mi wad i wanted... and i couldn't gif her and ans in there.. but i found the ans.. u are the one and onli i would want to b wif.. & i juz want to b wif u.. that is the ans.. and i nvr want to forget a single past i had wif u.. everything in this world that form will fade one day.. but not memories... especially nice ones.. haiZ.. even though im sad now.. but i choose to remember u and the happi times.. not the unpleasant ones.. y didn't u understand that from the start?? i got back the friendship band that i once lost.. hoping our relationship dun juz end like that.. i m not a person who gives up easily.. but im weakening.. losing hope and confidence everyday.. ouchie... >.< hurts my heart every single day..

♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 12:11 PM