Thursday, March 24, 2005

i reali wished.. many times i will b in a nice dream.. and nvr wake up..

last night.. i went to stay at fren hse overnight.... den he was trying to talk abt mi and my that ex.. haiZ.. for the 1st time i nvr tear when talkin abt her.. it is so sad one lor.. y muz i b lost for words when people say abt mi and her..
ur face nvr seemed to dissappear from my brain.. and i can't find a thing to do to forget u.. y.. i dunno how.. is this wad the kind of punishment heaven muz put it on mi? my pain has returned.. pls juz dun make mi fall sick again.... i dun wanna feel lost again.. wad will b the mi of tmr.. i dunno if how i m goin to continue living every day..
ouch u know.. im so hurt every night... haiZ.. will u know? sad... T.T

♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 12:27 PM