i made her angry.
just stubbornly deep in love with you
cuz my words din mean the way i wanted to speak.
dear dear. i don't like to make u angry or know that u are angry cuz of me
perhaps i just aint suitable to speak.
cuz it makes me feel really useless and disappointed.
i duno why.. my words seem to look like im giving excuses to you at times.. but truthfully i don't mean anything else. i just want to say how i feel.
i still nid to learn. really.. i don't how to behave with people nor to get close with them unless they wants to get close to me
im like in a world of my past of a real big big big kind of circle.. and u are the world out of it..
but i don't have all the time to get closer to you and let myself turn into the kind that will make u feel indefinite happiness yet
and when im out of it. i feel brighter happier and i wish that u will remain there for me to be part of my world..
but i nid time to do it. cuz this is me. im slow but i know what i want and i just want you.
(wanted to put a picture up but i can't seem to draw it out thanks to my ****ed up mouse)

i really love u.

♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 12:22 AM