ahh.. had a crap guard duty last night.. was suffering prowling.. chest pain.. occurred thats why.. if i were to grade it at lv 10 to be the max and 0 to be nothing.. i had like 4 times of prowling slots of 14 hours total.. each hour takes a whole around the camp.. rather.. hmm.. the pain will be like.. starting from.
0/1/2/3/3/3/4/5/5/6/6/7/7/7 lv of pains. and it tends to reduces the feeling of pain when i stop moving around or slows down. only when i lie down is when i feel nothing much... or i sit down. sitting down is like.. lv 1 of pain. which is just annoyance/irritance... but having dear dear to be calling me and i get to know how sad dear dear is for nt being able to have me beside her all the while. makes me forget those pains... and worrying abt the night..

today ended the guard duty. and it was.. pleasant!!
wanted to slp in the guard rest hour. and i felt rather. lethargic. when i thought i felt better after lying down for a period of time. the chest pain effect came... maybe due to having load on my body and walking around for prolonged hours had made the feelings of the pains back onto me.
luckily when i told my pc he was kind enough to asked me to see doctor and i shall have everything made known to the MO on the next day cuz the MO was too bz for today... ahh.. time to go back to slp once again!! =) guard duty = tiring...

one big reason why i din wanna let out how bad i felt. hmm.. it will be said as that i din wanna sabo others to come over to take over my position to be a guard on a weekend as i had made it once onto others. hope what i did was.. worthed it.. cuz i think i suffered quite an amt of pain ytd and today.. >.<

dear! no worries le!! im feeling lots better!! as long as i don't move around much and stay put at one place i'll feel just fine!!! =)

*muackz* i know u need me, i'll be there when i can. i'll wanna be ur superman of ur life.. =)

♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 9:26 PM