happy new year eve to many people around me..

from what i heard.. this year is rather good luck compared to the previous year for ME.. a dragon year boy.

and for today.. i had a number of rather shocking news and time to rethink many things again.. and maybe time to impose the thoughts i have for myself and a stricter time to make myself bz again..

1stly.. my dad's pay got cut from our own family business.. for no gd reason.. while my dad is like the main and only person that tries the hardest when it comes to work.

2ndly.. my dad din get to recieve the annual bonus either..

3rdly.. my brother din get it either and because of him rather.. cuz he got a whole lot of $$ to make payment for the house he getting in the febuary..

and hmmm.. it made me had the thought of like nt taking any ang pao from my ah gong and throw it back at him and walk out of the house sia.. and i am damn serious about it now..

but i think its stupid to throw back the rather huge amount bahz.. let see if he did drop the amount of ang pao $$ for me liao..

if he did nxt yr he is gonna see me gif him special presents that only those under the ground

tends to get..

this kind of ridiculus actions that din think of how others look at him is retarded.

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okay back about myself.. its hmmm.. thinking about what my brother said.. i do wanna learn japanese.. i wanna learn piano too.. but with that keyboard i have at home.. that sucks and the sound damn wrong one.. that i dislike duno what after some time.. i'll earn one on my own and have the lessons started anyways by my own means too..

another thing.. how i am gonna carry it out..

i tend to reach home like around 7 most of the times.. alright.. i'll put this obviously strict..

no more games during week days.. one week at least 4 hours of self studying japanese with the notes i have... within the coming 3 weeks i have to memorise at least all of the hiragana words that are available for me to learn..

and to earn $$.. i shall continue be thinking ways too.. as i did promised myself.. and carry out my plans i had..

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ahh.. this weekend is rather.. heavy for me.. i am nt gonna spend much time with my dear either..
a bit sian diao.. but have to get along with it.. =(

*im missing the times i have you puttin ur cheeks on my arm and my face... >.>*

♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 4:10 PM