awesome day.

diahorrea in the early morning as continued from the day b4..

and hmmm.. went to see doc in 6am.. and den got no MC

a bit sian diao-ed..

and reached camp..

no mood to do anything..

know that dear have little amt of work..

know that dear dear got have her meal.. (yet. curry.. with an ultra pain ulcer de day b4..)

i don't think i should ask dear dear to try to drink more plain water..
i think dear is beginning to find him.. TOO naggy.. well maybe i am..

wad else.. i was asked to do some paper work.. which when im nt slping im reading books.. and others slping.. i got to be selected.. how fair right.. -.-

and especially when that person to selected me hates ppl to be slping.. and i wasn't slping..

until after that i try to get some more slp..

the medicine im taking is really drowsy.. =(

somehow.. a call came to tell me i having lessons from the nxt week on.. AUV class starting already.. im waitin for it to come for quite some time le.. but

the me previously is different from the me i am now..

i have things i need to do as my main objective..

i wanna spend more time with my girl..

i nid to improve on singing. but from this condition and situation i am in. its rather difficult as time isn't very flexible..

im losing my faith in myself..

im getting exhausted easily.. which im trying hard to be the same as i was..

i still am very concerned no matter how dear u think..

can i beg i am gonna know??

i believe that i told u this, as long as u request, i believe there's nothing that will be able to stop me from doing it..

communication is VERY impt in r/s

without it we'll lose the biggest war.. which is the beginning to lose ourselves before we lose our own will and chain of thoughts due to misunderstanding..

i dun believe this is sufficient for us to get into any dilemma to distrust any of us..

pls..

i just wanna be together forever.. no matter how i behave.. i truly have only one thought in my mind

i only wanna say "i do" to the man and then put on a ring for u to seal our fate together and forever.

♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 11:46 PM