hmm.. what a down day.. today.. my whole body very down.. =( eyes was closing from the morning.. wanted to take a rest so madly.. =S so cold in the morning too.. block nose, sneezing.. yea.. nt a very gd feeling day..

den sms-ed her.. she nv reply fast fast.. took her some time to reply me... >.< and ahhh, she's somehow overslpt.. somehow we are having a hard time nt enuff of slp..

and we meet up, there i am very late.. due to bad hair day + bad stomach again.. haiz..
(she dressed up quite nice today too kekex..) OL feeling. but still its super cute.. hahas..

the filming is taking a long long time today.. ok the hostess is rather powerful at talkin.. as whats she's supposed to do.. and saw a very cute girl dressed up and shes very shy to talk one.. hahas.. as usual, kids are kids.. =3

but thruout.. she looked very tired and very reluctant to do anything much.. but ending up she was chosen to be there to talk.. having some screen time.. okay tt have nth much to do anyways.. then.. she was angry in between the filming, someone said something nasty. and she heard, somehow there are a lot of people that are bad at heart but they just don't want to change thou they know they are like that, people are nt separated to good and bad from the start, they just are trying to think their own ways which they don't know that it really hurts other as they are doing that or they are purposely doing such actions.. (so.. try to bear with it.. theres a lot of people out there who are good as well as bad.. get over them and life still has to go on.. ok? =D)

hmm.. im rather down today.. as i said just now.. somehow felt bad for being unable to be on time.. okay it sucks.. cuz im supposed to go find her.. haiz.. feels damnnnn siannnnnnnnnn =.=

today just isn't my day at all bahz.. somehow i felt out of space.. body tired, mentally down.. may make her worry for me bahz.. and haiz.. she still like to keep things to herself as usual.. i hope i can read her mind forever.. >.>

maybe i'll find a time to space out and look at the wide blue skies once again.. hmm.. missing the times i spent meaninglessly.. hahas..

i wanna do things for her.. but i wonder.. what are the things i can do.. and thats why i wanna look at the skies.. but just now outside lwssom simply dun haf a gd view of the skies.. T.T

and today, singing at room 2.. hmm hahas.. yy very notti.. asked me to a very ehem thing to her.. lols.. which i definitely can't do yet bahz.. its just nt me if i did too.. (*.*) lols..
i shall explain a bit more.. while sh is singing, she is closing her eyes to sing along too.. den i was looking at what she was doing.. hahas, and yy asked me to ki** her.. hahas shall sensor and leave it to u guys the imagination.. XD

somewhat im still feeling down.. wondering why.. just nt a gd day.. the night sky of tonight is same reddish spreaded widely.. suppose tml shall be a bright day!! hope it will make me feel better bahz.. if nt later she say she worry for me den.. its nt a gd thing when she worries too much.. i'll feel bad..

♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 11:20 PM