ah. been some time since i lost blogged. im back again. haha. time to talk abt thing again!!!

ok here. i have some interesting things to sae. this new yr i am on bad luck wif gambling. lost around 60 bucks this yr. quite ok but sad. haha. anyway its either win or lose. since i decided to play i have to be the player.

and then. singing singing singing!! xin guang da dao came to sg. and i decided to join. but i had no chance to practice nor sing much at home at all. with a baby at home. and exam. and many many many things to think of.. ahhh... was a troublesome thing..

and today. the audition was like so packed of people!~ i tried so much to nt waste my time around. and think of the best song i could perform. and i took the song called gua niu by jay zhou. end up it sucked. i oni had chance of the 1st 8 words and im out. when the 2nd part is gonna explode they stopped me b4 i had any chance at all. haiz. im like SO sad.. even thou ppl sae i have a nice voice. but no use. i can't show off any skills i have up in my sleeve at all.. its such a shit thing when u are so prepared. i did nt have any nervous feelings. purely excited. like my warrior's blood is asking for war. and yet. it ended merely less than 6 seconds.

ah... i really wish to gain more experience from singing in pubs and live places like music cafe or anything.... =(

hope wish dream..

♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 9:28 PM