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Monday, December 24, 2007

the xmas eve

ah. another yr is goin to end. and this yr. i think i did a lot. and i learnt a lot. i have been doin things i like to do.i've been trying somehow my utmost ability to learn and adapt. and i have been thinking of $$ and working more. mayb its age doin the work. or its just me having my actual character coming out le.

ahhh. i nid a higher pay. this work too low paid le.. work like tt can't feel anything when work so little and pay IS SO LITTLE.. >.>

ah. singing. my teacher saes i only lack 2 things now. singing style + singing confidently. haiz. i think i am still weak on some other parts. i nid to listen to my own singing. thats the more impt thing. so i can improve on parts where i am unconsciously making mistakes on. >.<

♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 1:19 PM

Friday, December 14, 2007

today'd exam. wah today lucky i woke up to study a lot on those qns i duno how to do and i nt veri confident with, with my friend... >.> im nt so gd with this module and end up when i had studied since ytd whole day and todays morning. i fought well during the paper in the noon today. haha. super tricky questions. nt very easy to answer.

went home and have my nap. and im so grumpy and easily annoyed with my temper when i am angry. and i will b more conscious with my mood and will try to feel more and sensitive abt how others speak. but duno why i will be more conscious abt my words too. haha

hmmm. as usual today when i woke up late. my family will NEVER try to keep food for me. all the meat so little left. and the veggie is like so~so too. haiz sometimes i seriously ask myself why is my family so F-up one. when im totally so different from their frequency. zzzz

today back no problem so far. and my da sao thinking of ways to slim down after birth liao. ahahaha. she is veri conscious abt outlooks and beauty a lot seh.. lol..
after all.. being a mother is nt ez at all~ >.>

ok mayb i will post again. im signing of now. =D

♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 8:04 PM

ahh.. another day passed by... rotting at home. but today bz studying + slpin haha.. sian tml my paper which is i duno how to do one. and i haben hand in my weekly report for mr. jafar which i owe him like VERY long alrdi. haha. i better do it by this week... >.>

ah baby today veri guai as usual haha.. still veri cute.. the face so chubby one. haha. but i dun pinch him one ok. i sayang him oni.. haha and shake his hand =D so cute.. >.> he loves to slp. and me too. but i jealous haha he can slp so long i can't >.<

kk back to study.

♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 1:46 AM

Thursday, December 13, 2007

ahhhh.. thats my nephew! haha =D

the name is allen!

cute isn't he?

he was sick and hospitalised days back. and he worried his mother for 2 days to cry.. but he came back. and it pains all of us in the family to think that he is having pain.

but when he smiles. haha its the cutest thing in the world! i love kids =D hehe..

well. its time for me to do my stuffs.. >.>

♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 12:35 AM

Sunday, December 09, 2007

waaa my nephew.. sobs.

haiz today my cute little nephew was sent to the hospital. cuz he having some problems with duno what yellow stuffs in him. haiz sad. ke lian de da sao. she cried a lot today wor. >.<

hmmm. and today a bit emo-ed. thou got work + OT today. >.< haiz sian. im bored. i duno why i feeling down. mayb listening to the song hai pa by jj... its a song i find it so meaningful. and the way i am when i am in love. haiz.

im thinking stupidly as i always am. >.<

i nid more things in life to bring me continue bahz. >.<

♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 11:57 PM

Friday, December 07, 2007

ah day of meeting up and catching up with my life.

how i wish i can learn piano! i wanna learn more about music! i see composers making nice music from guitars! yet i find i dun really suit it as much haha. =/

trying hard nt to sing only easy songs. but also sing difficult songs! and i nid to sing with more feel! haha =D

from eunice she said my singing is best on the performance day compared to my rehearsals but i think i can improve more as she said it too! haha =D feel is de most impt! haha i shud excel more in love songs other than sad songs only. haha =X

baby! i love my nephew haha. hes SOOO cute omg =X haha. he is a handsome man to be! =D no doubt he looks better than me ! =D

♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 9:28 PM

ahhh a day i turned uncle.

ahhh today i went to see my sister in law. haha.. im nt the youngest anymore.!!! a new comer has taken over my place as the youngest le! haha. he is a cute boy! doesn't cry much wor. haha. but he do releases some noises when we disturbs him.. he seems in pain when he was touched on his head. it was said during the birth the head was squeezed till veri hard and used some sucking machine to pull him out due to head too big omg.. lol. =/ ahhh... he will b a handsome man! haha... thinking of so many things now! haha. theres a new laughter in our family le~ wooo =D

hmmm. back to myself.. ahaha. i wanna sing i wanna sing i wanna sing! ahaha.. im so into songs as usual!!! =D ahh.. studying and increasing my brain values is still impt haha. =D mayb blog again some time latr. cyaz.

♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 12:03 AM

Thursday, December 06, 2007

thinking back on ytd alrdi..

ahhh i miss the days i could skip lectures. thou i dun really like to miss the lectures.
>.<>.<. haha.. yu wen that always hits me when i start goin lame.. -.- feng yao the self-proclaiming guy who likes to sae his name is spelled 's'h'u'a'i' 'g'e'. ben the one who always stay quite and alone till i go finding him.. ashley the unknown chinese/malay lol but shes hot ok! haha but she lames quite a bit too.. o.o shu the one that likes freedom~ that helped me a lot too!!! pris the one that seems so much like a priest haha.. syakirah that is so SEXY when her voice is out. even thou the sore throat was there i still like that voice of hers! and wei teck the weird emo guy whom i think he is rather emo de? lol. the J&J team which sings all the english songs and we start to sing tgt!! haha and paul + ping ding that hmmm lol teaches people and comments on how others sings! thanks! but they are very humble when they are singing. >.<>.< shouldn't be a problem at all bah. hahas. kk.. im off to go le! xD

feeling much better after a slp and i wun worry when i think back on ytd! cuz i had loads of fun with all of them jamming and singing tgt!~ haha =D

Labels: a crap of little abt yesterday

♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 8:47 AM

thinking back on ytd alrdi

♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 8:47 AM

Wednesday, December 05, 2007

a lonely walker

ok i do not kno whether if there is anyone that will read this blog. once again i blogged cuz i feel down again. i am sad cuz i did nt perform my best at all. and i am very very sad. haiz. and when i came out. i looked at everyone. they haf many frens supporting them. yet im so just a loner. duno where to go. and ending up goin home. sang the song. 世界唯一的你 yet i feel so much like 世界最孤独的我.. haiz =s i will miss this chapter of my life where i get to enjoy the time with everyone. and thanks to shu and eunice to helping me and coaching me where i shud improve on. >.< but afterall i still feel lonely and yet trying to put up a smile for the whole day. duno why i just feel down. ahhhh feeling down..

♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 6:32 PM