Sunday, December 25, 2005

when will i turn into a wind

i nid a close person to talk it out

may it b a boi or girl

i nid someone i can trust

hais

wad can i do man

im a guy, yet i behave like a girl now....

since de past, i reali wished.. i wasn't here

i had no one who wud truly want to be my fren cuz of wad i am

they take me as a fren juz to take advantage of me...

what can i do man

i dun consult my parents, nor brothers..

i live in pain as if every day is no meaning

ouch man..

living with no meaning.. wad can i do?

mayb bcuz of many days of loneliness
i had stayed in my room fer days or weeks
it may continue
i dun kno

and i found that.. if i reali have a chance to

i will find someone to love.

i realy am lonely

so lonely

i dunno wad memory that can last me a smile fer de whole day

i kno i haf someone in mind..

but i oso kno that.. its like moth flying to fire..

veri beautiful but foolish

hais... merry christmas

♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 12:50 AM